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I'd like to write a poem or prose so nice
The ones that ooze with good advice
The types full of wisdom and truth
The ones that can calm and soothe

Or maybe a verse full of wit
That'll make readers go "That's neat!"
But all I can come up with is this lousy thing
About the things I keep wishing

I should come to terms with it
I really can't write for shit
DAMMIT!

Free Palestine!

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v Tuesday, September 24, 2002 v

On the way home yesterday, the 3io were really noisy and rowdy, the kind of crude loudness that make other people roll their eyes and think, "So unbecoming." We were at the traffic light and I was telling them about the disgusting DW when the 3io came laughing heartily. I knew they were laughing at some other person at the traffic light from they were they acted but I didn't know who til Sya told me later. It was Christine, this girl who looks different. I didn't know what was their reason for laughing but Sya said they were saying, "Squashed face, squashed face." I don't know if it was something she did or was it really laughing at her features. I hope not...either way, it is still mean. It's so indespicable. And they were really obvious about it. I can't stand how they can be so mean. They think they're 'strong' in a group, if they do something rude and stupid together, then it won't be as bad.

How can they be so mean? I know they were making fun out of something menial cause they were telling Fari about it and she was saying,'That's not nice.' I'm sure if some other person did whatever Christine did, they wouldn't have laughed so loudly or hysterically. Yes, they were positively hysterical. Or if they were alone, without the others.

I respect Christine because I don't think I could achieve that much if I were her. I would be depressed and couldn't carry my head up high like she does. But then again, I don't know her that well and it could all just a facade and she's actually miserable inside. Either, way, I'm not sorry for her. I don't think she needs people feeling sorry or pity for her. I think that would be insulting. Only weak, backbone-less losers want other people's pity. Nope, pity is sort of derogatary, like saying I'm looking down on you because I'm better off than you in that one aspect. I know my interpretation is a bit narrow but that's how I feel.

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 2:26 pm [+]