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I'd like to write a poem or prose so nice
The ones that ooze with good advice
The types full of wisdom and truth
The ones that can calm and soothe

Or maybe a verse full of wit
That'll make readers go "That's neat!"
But all I can come up with is this lousy thing
About the things I keep wishing

I should come to terms with it
I really can't write for shit
DAMMIT!

Free Palestine!

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v Thursday, October 03, 2002 v

I didn't fail anything but still...no reasons to cheer.
My results started out promising but since Chem...it's been bad...no more As.
Just like Bayern...I really feel down and out...And I'm thinking negatively again and I start to feel insecure. And then, I get really selfish and individualistic and easily jealous/pissed. That time of the month again...I hate myself fof thinking bad stuff esp abt my good friends but that's the way I feel. There is seriously something wrong with me. Now, I just have to complain that I hate rebonded hair. It's really flat and fake. And vain...I mean extra vain. There are many people whose hair are 'curlier' and don't want to rebond 'cause they want to keep it natural and not artificial. They are the ones who choose to live with it. No big deal. And rebonding is expensive, unnaturally not nice(in my eyes) and it looks worse when your curly hair starts to grow and you have half curly and half straight hair. That looks really bad. And I was miffed that Sara was tied her hair loosely so she could show off her new (fake haha!) hair even tho she was in school uni. That's really...irritatingly vain like a minah. And I remember Elaine doing it for a while in school and she's a prefect! Her hair was falling all over. Sara, if you read this...SORRY but I don't like rebonded hair.
Feels good to get that off my chest but I still feel really down...I need something to cheer me up...
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~wYLdeFiLLy~ 7:58 pm [+]