:: .:d i c e d:. ::

I'd like to write a poem or prose so nice
The ones that ooze with good advice
The types full of wisdom and truth
The ones that can calm and soothe

Or maybe a verse full of wit
That'll make readers go "That's neat!"
But all I can come up with is this lousy thing
About the things I keep wishing

I should come to terms with it
I really can't write for shit
DAMMIT!

Free Palestine!

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v Monday, May 22, 2006 v

dude I am in Perth now.




Nyahaha.
Alrite. So fucking tired. I bloody hate all nighters.
And exams are coming, I am messed up and. and. I've got so much I want to express but I don't want to say it w/out souding stupid or foolish.

But I keep being the listener (I think).
I just need someone to listen without judging me.

*sigh

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 4:02 pm [+]

lmao, i was doing this quiz tt everyone on LJ was doing, until I gave up halfway because it was about ROMANCE.

and which one do you prefer?
I like it when yo touch me or I like it when you talk to me

and I'm like...

errrr... not applicable to me.

haha, cynical soul

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 11:35 am [+]

whaaa I think some of these animal rights group are fucking crap and militant.

let's stir up shit trouble.

because you know... animals are far more important than a stable society & religious beliefs you know...

*eye roll*

they haven't even got their facts right, all their arguments are skewed towards making their point.

slaughter by cutting to the jugular/carotid art/veins is not fucking cruel like all those ignoramuses think it is.
and who says stunning is more humane.

like what? hitting the animal on the head? what abt electricity??

total asshats

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 12:28 am [+]

whoo, i can pretty much identify all the models in the 2005 10th vs fashion show. And I memorised the sequence for the first collection. :)


ahh, I love the band hellogoodbye. cute songs, cute video, cute doggie. :)
aaah, they're seem to be such funloving whack-o ppl. I like!!

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 12:10 am [+]

shit. major zit break out anticipated on teh chin.
dang, i was kinda fine, why must this happen?
Hrmph.
Anyway, mus declare

Jessica Stam is totally YUM!
Natalia Vodianova is an absolute supernova.
oh SQUEEEK! it's Tiiu Kuik.
Ole ole, it's Ale(ssandra Ambrossio).
(it's very hard to rhyme with Ambrossio ok!)

havent' figure out any for gemma ward & julia stegner.

shall go watch vs2005 again. too bad some of my fave runway models aren't there.

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 1:21 pm [+]

Whooooo!
I love the Jack's Mannequin CD, Everything In Transit.

I mean, HMV may have just brought it in recently but I don't know, I haven't been there for ages. But they didn't have it, didn't hear of it, the last time I went 2-3 months ago. Awesome CD, had to wait for an Amazon.com spree.
YAHOOOO!!!

Whenever I hear 'Bruised', I tear up, because the verses sum up all I anticipate to feel when I leave Singapore to study in Perth. Sigh.




I've got my things; I'm good to go
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride, and it's done
We stood like statues at the gate
Vacations come and gone too late
There's so much sun where I'm from
I had to give it away
Had to give you away.

And we spent four days on an island at your family's old hotel
Sometimes perfection can be...
It can be perfect hell
Perfect...

Hours pass and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there
I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised (bruised)
Don't fly fast
Oh pilot, can you help me?
Can you make this last?
This plane is all I've got, so keep it steady now
'Cause every inch you see is bruised

I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle,
I take my pills
The babies cry...
All I hear is what's playing through the in-flight radio
Now every word of every song
I ever heard that made me want to stay
Is what's playing through the in-flight radio.

And I, I am finally waking up

Hours pass and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there
I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised (bruised)
Don't fly fast
Oh pilot, can you help me?
Can you make this last?
This plane is all I've got, so keep it steady now
'Cause every inch you see is bruised

So read your books, but stay out late some nights (some nights)
And don't think that you can't stop by the bar
You haven't shown your face here since the bad news
Well, I'm here 'til close with fingers crossed
Each night 'cause your place isn't far

And hours pass...
Hours pass

She still counts the minutes
That I am not there
I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised (bruised)
And don't fly fast
Oh pilot, can you help me?
Can you make this last?
This plane is all I've got, so keep it steady now
'Cause every inch you see is bruised
Bruised, bruised.

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 1:07 am [+]

omg, whooooo, new musical discoveries. unforunately, they're inacessible in terms of downloading.

Like Downtown Singapore! I mean, a band named after Singapore and it's decent!!

and hellogoodbye. It's nice p!atd-y. whooo...

i :heart: purevolume.com!

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 1:24 pm [+]

so wtf. I'm thinking that people should stop trying to obfuscate the truth.
Fakers. Poseurs. U r not depressed all the time. If you were, I think it's because you're just crying for attention, esp on teh net, seeking drama & comfor at the same time. So u shoud be banned from the net

Like this girl on GJ was so emo-crybaby.
Let me quote her:
QUOTE:
I just thought of this today: If I had 2 seconds, I would tell you this:
I'll never let go.
WTF?
What is so great about that? What is that to be proud of?
I mean, it's not emo at all. it's not a cool play of words, its plain LAME.
And all her icons are so emo/tweenie like Laguna Beach and whatever.
You want emo, it's Peter Wentz.

mmmm

he says: break dance not hearts!
he says: I maybe a camera whore but that's because I keep getting fucked by flashes.

tres sincere. And the lyrics he writes.
:)
If you are the shores, then I am the waves begging for big moons.

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 1:05 am [+]

Now now now.
I want Everything in transit and The Question. A lot of very positive reviews for both on Amazon.com

And I have renewed faith in reviews. I thought my taste and hearing was sucky when I love Evergreen Terrace's Sincerity... (which faired average) and proceeded to kinda ignore My Chemical Romance's 3 Cheers... which got rave reviews EVERYWHERE. I guess I kinda don't like the feel of the arrangements in 3 cheers c.f. It's a bit more punk u see, and to me the guitars are much more louder. I prefer heavier on emphasis on chugging riffs!

Oh but now I'm adoring the praised FOB's Under the cork tree. I've grown accustomed to Strump's vocals (just as I've grown accustomed to screamo!! YAY!) It's a nice pop rock sound, but more rhythmic and very catchy and there's some nice intense anger in there. :D

But but but, I've got the Underoath video... "it's dangerous business" damn rocking solid siah!

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 1:41 am [+]

Everytime I remember Adventure Inc or Jesse Nilsson, I feel very sad.

:(

Had no idea he'd pass on that way.

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 1:51 pm [+]

Hmph.

I've just d/led a whole bunch of LEGAL Italian popunkrock emo that I don't know what's what.
But it's not bad! Their accents are cute.
thank you purevolume & wynona records.

aah, I do agree that the chicas in gogol bordello are whooo hot,esp in teh JaymeThornton pics. Hmm, I tried to watch the SWP video but my QT somehow will d/l only 1/4. but it's a really hilarious 1/4.

Yeah, they've got the lyrics to SWP too! Finally I get to figure out wth is the Ukranian/Balkan/Gypsy language in teh last verse.

HEHEHE!
Yay, I finally won something at chevelle_ictest. WHOOOOOOOOOOO!
1st for challnege 4 an d3rd for challenge 3. I hope my little boy clincher icon will do well to.
cant be bothered w pics of the guys. very blur quality. don't like.

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 1:32 am [+]

Anonymous wrote:
oh so your the VJ gal who threw a tantrum and complained to dr ang why others could get into dentistry and you couldn't. Man you're such a loser.

Go get a life gal. Stop blaming others for your inability to suceed.


Hello you anonymous poster.
I'm quite flattered that you bothered to ummm comment, albeit scathingly.

Anyway, to clarify. I never complained to Dr Ang when I got rejected. Get your facts straight. If there was a girl who did that, it's not me.
I just asked her for help beforehand.

After rejection, I got my neighbour to help. But I never opened my mouth and yakked about it to anyone else, much less to Dr Ang and complaining to her about other people. In fact, I think I just shut up about it and kept a lid on my emotions in public, then I rant all the pent up feelings over here.

I am not blaming anyone else for my rejection. It's due to my shortcomings, I get it.
I understand it's just part of life. But duh, I was understandably upset so naturally there's just energy & a lot of emotion to channel. I really did think that one of my interviewers was very curt & rude btw. My friend who was interviewed by him also thought so.

I admit it's childish of me to insult the interviewers & the dean and the sucessful candidates when I don't know some of them personally. I know some of the succesful applicants, they're my friends. Right now, I don't hate them any less. But, at that time, I was very incensed. It's my blog, let me write what I feel. I'm a passionate, emotional person that way. So deal with it. People do feel sad and angry when faced with disappointment & failure. They feel very intense negative feelings towards others. I'm sure you ANONYMOUS have also felt like that before. It's just that I dare to write it here unpublicised.

Its really up to you to judge me by this blog. Speaking of which, I wonder how you got here because I never really linked it anywhere.

My suspicions: You must have been someone I inadvertantly attacked in my post or are in close relationships with them. I'm sorry if I offended anyone but I've no regrets about feeling what I felt. that's life. :)

Speaking of life that you insinuated I didn't have. I do have a wonderful life filled with ups & downs. And I savour every emotionally charged moment! A life not filled with voyeuring and no-ballsing around anonymously onto other people's blog, trying to put them down.

I will not tolerate such SLANDEROUS bullshit.
Why don't you just fuck off and leave me alone? You really should spend your time more wisely.

btw thanks, it felt really good to fight back. ;P

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 1:47 am [+]

i got my laoptop & 3in1 printer.
*goes demented*
Pete who I lust over is 30 yrs old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pete is 30! oh god. I had no idea.
omg.
Anyway, I've gone iconcrazy yah!
and I got an interview for adelaide. I thought I totally screwed up the pqa!!!

~wYLdeFiLLy~ 1:21 am [+]